
jax
Well-known member
I had 4 years of almost always being manic or high. It was truly exhausting - but a lot of times - it was fun. This summer, I had difficulty with mixed episodes and depression. I didn't know what hit me as I just didn't have to deal with the depressive side for 4 years. I went into hospital for 3 months and got stable and was discharged end of October.
For the past 4 weeks I have been really struggling with depression again. My insides feel like they are being choked. I am tearful and sad most of the time. I can't get motivated to go out and do anything. I just feel awful. I think it is made worse by the fact that I have been primarily high for the past 4 years. I don't know how to cope with the depressions.
For the past 4 weeks I have been really struggling with depression again. My insides feel like they are being choked. I am tearful and sad most of the time. I can't get motivated to go out and do anything. I just feel awful. I think it is made worse by the fact that I have been primarily high for the past 4 years. I don't know how to cope with the depressions.