- Aug 11, 2020
Hello, I don't know if I'm depressed, I've never even had a psychologist. But recently, I started just not feeling anything about any event in my life. I fail a class? ok. I lose my job? ok. I'm not happy, I'm not sad. I'm nothing. And I can't bring myself to do things, especially cleaning. My room is absolutely disgusting and it physically pains me to even think about cleaning. Even thought I hate living like this. I have to force myself into the shower when I have work in the morning. I don't want to talk to anyone about this, most of my friends didn't see a change. When I go to work or talk to friends I act like my normal happy self that never sees bad in the world.