Depression hits again..

[Supermansgirlfriend]

Feel a bit rotten today, managed to shower and everything but talking of my best friends passing makes me break in tears, I miss him so much, its bad enough we were told he had passed on and funeral had been.
Not handling this plus, I feel so alone with all of it...

 

[Supermansgirlfriend]

Feel a bit rotten today, managed to shower and everything but talking of my best friends passing makes me break in tears, I miss him so much, its bad enough we were told he had passed on and funeral had been.
Not handling this plus, I feel so alone with all of it...

More huggies please boo xoxo Lo

 

[MeAndMyDepression]

That's great that you were able to shower and everything. I know that just showering can feel overwhelming at times. I'm sorry to hear about your best friend's passing. It's understandable how you feel. Are you seeing a therapist for talk therapy? Are you seeing a psychiatrist for meds? Both may help you, especially at this time in your life. Please reach out to the members of this forum. Maybe then you won't feel so alone.

 

[ZechariahElijah]

We are here for you. You aren't alone. Praying for you today.

 

[Supermansgirlfriend]

That's great that you were able to shower and everything. I know that just showering can feel overwhelming at times. I'm sorry to hear about your best friend's passing. It's understandable how you feel. Are you seeing a therapist for talk therapy? Are you seeing a psychiatrist for meds? Both may help you, especially at this time in your life. Please reach out to the members of this forum. Maybe then you won't feel so alone.

Hey,
Thanks for your sweetness and understanding, I have done CBT, counselling so many times, but I'm going to try my GP for something for my nerves, anxiety has been high. It's great to know I can talk to lovely peeps like yourself where we all understand the same emotions here, had a lot of letdown friends in the past but at least on here I can finally be more myself.
I hope you're OK too sweetheart xoxo Lo

 

[Sash1]

I'm the same, my depression has hit really hard again. Had to phone my mental health recovery team last night, I felt so desperate and alone.
I lost my sister last year to Covid, I was luckier than most in that situation(if you can call it lucky)to say goodbye to her via the nurse facetiming on a tablet. I won't go into detail but it was so harrowing and heartbreaking.
I've never been able to greive properly, hence the inevitable return of my depression and other mental health issues.
Feeling so alone is soul destroying I know, but hope I can offer you some comfort in you knowing, I feel your pain and your not alone..
Sending you love..........

 

[MeAndMyDepression]

I'm the same, my depression has hit really hard again. Had to phone my mental health recovery team last night, I felt so desperate and alone.
I lost my sister last year to Covid, I was luckier than most in that situation(if you can call it lucky)to say goodbye to her via the nurse facetiming on a tablet. I won't go into detail but it was so harrowing and heartbreaking.
I've never been able to greive properly, hence the inevitable return of my depression and other mental health issues.
Feeling so alone is soul destroying I know, but hope I can offer you some comfort in you knowing, I feel your pain and your not alone..
Sending you love..........

I'm so sorry that you lost your sister last year to Covid, especially since you could not properly say goodbye to her. I'm sorry that your depression has returned.

 

[Supermansgirlfriend]

I'm the same, my depression has hit really hard again. Had to phone my mental health recovery team last night, I felt so desperate and alone.
I lost my sister last year to Covid, I was luckier than most in that situation(if you can call it lucky)to say goodbye to her via the nurse facetiming on a tablet. I won't go into detail but it was so harrowing and heartbreaking.
I've never been able to greive properly, hence the inevitable return of my depression and other mental health issues.
Feeling so alone is soul destroying I know, but hope I can offer you some comfort in you knowing, I feel your pain and your not alone..
Sending you love..........

 

[Supermansgirlfriend]

Don't be afraid to express how you really feel, let it out, you're not alone girl xxxx

 

[Dunnodontfeellikeit]

Fuck i wanna die

 

[NWiddi]

I wanna die so bad

It may help to have a look at these two pages on the forum: Suicidal Crisis and Mental Health Forum - Getting Help about what to do if you're feeling suicidal, or if you need emergency help. I hope you can use the forum for support during this difficult time.

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If you have been affected by the contents of this thread and would like to speak to someone about your feelings you can call one of the following helplines:

In the UK and Ireland, the Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123.
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Specifically for Australia...

• Beyond Blue provides nationwide information and support regarding anxiety, depression, and suicide. It has a helpline which can be reached by calling 1300 22 4636. The helpline is available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. In addition, the organisation also provides online chat from 3 pm to 12 am every day.
• The Suicide Call Back Service is a nationwide service that provides professional 24/7 telephone and online counselling to people who are affected by suicide. It has a helpline which can be reached by calling 1300 659 467. The organisation also offers online chat and video chat services.
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• Talk Suicide offers free support from a counsellor who can meet you at your home, a local park or coffee shop. Their counsellors specialise in talking with people who may be experiencing thoughts of suicide and they can keep in touch with you as often as you need. They can also provide support to family and friends. The link to make a self-referral is http://www.https://suicidepreventionpathways.org.au/make-a-referral or they can be contacted by phoning 1800 008 255