- Aug 12, 2020
You are the only friends I have. I have no family, all dead and gone. I thought I would lose my mind today sitting here day after day. I have no one to talk to I'm always alone. I want a partner to share the rest of my life with. This is really pathetic I guess that my life turned out this way because when I was young I was too shy afraid and too attached to my mother. I didn't make a life for myself the life I wanted I didn't have the motivation or belief that I could achieve it. My father was supportive but not my mom. I'm not blaming her we all have our reasons for why we are the way we are. Now I'm older and my life is going to be over someday. I wasted it and still am I just can't seem to change it. I wish I could go to sleep and be gone. I am so angry with my 2 useless sisters . They don't know what I feel and don't care. So the people on here and this forum are my hope and friends. Today I wish it would all end, for ALL the people who have hurt me I hope you suffer like I am.