- Apr 20, 2019
Hi everyone. I needed somewhere to openly talk about how i feel. I have so many medical problems, suffer with so much pain, but soldier on with looking after my family, home and everything else. My husband works, but i cannot due to my health issues. I feel useless. Im always put down after my husband has had a hard day at work. Im told i have a luxury life staying at home, but does he not know how i suffer to get things done. Sometimes i feel like just staying in bed all day so he realises what i do. I lay awake at night crying myself to sleep, im so lonley and worthless, if it wasnt for the kids i would have given up fighting a long time ago. I think because i put on a normal front and do everything everyone is forgetting my struggles. Im broken inside and im all alone.