- Aug 16, 2014
My depression was stable for a while but now it is suddenly back with a vengeance and nobody seems to believe me. I know I am not presenting like a depressed person as for some reason I am acting pretty upbeat and am functioning as normal, but inside I am screaming and I keep telling people I feel like crap but they won't listen. My psychiatrist wrote to my GP that I am not showing symptoms of depression and when I told my GP I feel really low he said he feels I am doing much better than when he first started seeing me. Why are they going by the way I am acting and not what I am saying? I guess it will be a massive shock to everyone if I kill myself, which I am seriously considering doing. I don't know why I am being so upbeat when I feel so bad but I am wondering if it is the new medication I am taking. Has anyone experienced anything like this when taking quetiapine?