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Elle59

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Feeling like a monster.
Don't know what to do
Thinking of ending my life…
Help please
 
Tawny

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Why do you feel like a monster? I'm sure you are not.
Is there someone you can call?
If you cannot keep safe you must call someone for help or go to the hospital.

Life is really hard but there are good times too. I understand not feeling like you can go on but we have to take it one day at a time.
 
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We don't know what is going on for you but Tawny is right. You need to get help to stay safe and start to feel better. Is there anyone who would give you a place of safety until the morning? If not I think perhaps you should contact the health services where you are for support and direction as to where/how help is available.
 
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My psychologist once told me about the scenario that almost everyone has, when standing on a train platform, or a bus stop, and thinking, what would happen if I pushed that person onto the tracks/road..intrusive, uncomprehendable thoughts..

Apparently we all have them, doesn't make us bad people..only difference is, when people who don't suffer MH issues have them, they just go about their day, that's it, done..

But when WE have them, we beat ourselves up so bad, that it torments our minds that we think we really are capable of doing those things..but in all honesty we're not..

Our minds play all kinds of tricks on us, you never acted on those thoughts, your aware theyre wrong.. INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, is what everyone gets, we just seem to think more into it..
 
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It may help to have a look at these two pages on the forum: Suicidal Crisis and Mental Health Forum - Getting Help about what to do if you're feeling suicidal, or if you need emergency help. I hope you can use the forum for support during this difficult time.

If you’re thinking about suicide and are in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number (i.e. in the UK call 999, in the USA or Canada call 911, in Australia call 000 and in New Zealand call 111) or call the international emergency number of 112.

If you have been affected by the contents of this thread and would like to speak to someone about your feelings you can call one of the following helplines:

In the UK and Ireland, the Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123.
In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255.
In Canada, the Suicide Prevention Service on 1.833.456.4566.
In Australia, the crisis support service Lifeline is on 13 11 14.
In New Zealand, the Need to Talk service is on 1737 or 080017371737.
Other international helplines can be found at www.befrienders.org.

 
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