
Gail
Well-known member
Do you ever have days when you just wanna scream , cry and give up days when it feel like your life is coming to an end or it would be better if it was. Not been a good week was put in hospital last weekend (i had no choice they sectioned me). Am out now and things are crap. Have not been out of the house since i saw my cpn on friday hell lets be honest here not changed clothes or had a bath since then have slept in same clothes I want to give up my soul is screaming for this hell om earth to end not sleeping very well those things are in my mind im crying as i write this Still good thing have managed not to self harm in anyway the thought is there but am beating it so far Dont u think that sometimes it would be handy if the crisis team could send round someone round with a knock out pill and someone who could give you a hug and let you know that you are not alone and that someone cares about you instead of the words "you have been like this before and have got thought it". Im so alone so scared so afraid I dont communicate with people very well at all i have problems around telling people how i feel the only place i feel comfortable doing this is on the internet how pathetic is that Im sorry.hell i have problems telling myself how i feel at times like this