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Antonia25
Active member
ok so im not really sure what to say or do...
im 25 and have suffered with depression for years but im now in a really bad place and finding things very hard
i am on 60mg of citalopram daily, and have set up long term councelling but just dont feel ready for it...not sure why...but i know i should
i have an immense feeling of guilt towards my husband who does so much for me with little to no thanks from me.
last night things got bad and i tried to leave because i thought he didnt love me anymore, he wouldnt let me go but it ended up quite dramatic, i put a question on yahoo answers and people were so mean saying he should have let me go and that i am to stop playing games....
i didnt realise i was, is this truly what people think?
im so unbelivably empty right now and see no way out of this stupid cloud thats sits above me and slowly swallows me up....
my husband was on here earlier and told me to give it a go...so there abit of my story...
im 25 and have suffered with depression for years but im now in a really bad place and finding things very hard
i am on 60mg of citalopram daily, and have set up long term councelling but just dont feel ready for it...not sure why...but i know i should
i have an immense feeling of guilt towards my husband who does so much for me with little to no thanks from me.
last night things got bad and i tried to leave because i thought he didnt love me anymore, he wouldnt let me go but it ended up quite dramatic, i put a question on yahoo answers and people were so mean saying he should have let me go and that i am to stop playing games....
i didnt realise i was, is this truly what people think?
im so unbelivably empty right now and see no way out of this stupid cloud thats sits above me and slowly swallows me up....
my husband was on here earlier and told me to give it a go...so there abit of my story...
