I find I engage conflict sometimes, enjoy combative or litigious behavior, and while i think that critical thinking is important, i don't want to burn through friends bu picking fights. Anyone who likes deep discussion about philosophical and psychological topics and is ok with aggression and helping a person with what she is worried may be antisocial tendencies is welcome to talk to me. For instance I had a friend whose father killed himself, and while I felt so awful for my friend I personally as a suicidal person felt a great sense of relief that someone went forward with it. My mother is somewhat narcissistic and doesn't want me to do it without regard for the whys of why I do. Even though he is a very close friend I feel wary of telling him about my feeling of catharsis because even though he says he feels comfortable talking about it I feel I will inadvertently or directly push buttons.