- Jan 6, 2022
Sometimes I feel like life gets too much for me. My body shuts down and I feel so many bad things. That's when I self harm. When I get so emotionally hurt that the only way for me to stop hurting inside, is to hurt myself on the outside. I don't want to do it, bit I still do it. I hate myself for it. All I want to do is stop, but it is also the only thing to bring me somewhat back from a dark place. I'm scared I'm going to lose myself. I'm scared I'm not able to return from the dark place.