- Sep 9, 2009
- bradford west yorks
why when in a ind on off on manic depressed state do you feel like hurting your self , its like a complustion it goes on and on at me to cut my self under neath my breasts? i havent but its like the need to breathe i have my first phscy appointment in 1 hour, i had a bad psychotic do and got taken in but im home now under crisis team and on valium, i haven't taken them today cause all it does is make me tired and calm but doesnt last so whats the point? should i tell the man today, if i do will he take me in? i dont want to go back there. i feel so manic right now but down how can i get theses cut thoughts out of my mind,?