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s_woods06

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I’m 20 and Recently I’ve been feeling nothing at all.. my grandad died 2 weeks ago and i didn’t feel anything towards it ... I have no motivation for anything I just feel empty and most of the time I care about nothing ... I am neither happy or sad I’m constantly in between seeing numb , and I don’t really know why. Sometimes I wish I could care and be motivated but I can’t ..
 
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I was exactly like this when one of my friends died last new years, I didn't get emotional until a month after it happened and I also felt guilty for feeling like I didn't care

but I think feeling numb, in denial and empty is one of the stages of grief and it takes people different amounts of time to get through it, if things don't improve soon then talk to someone
 
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s_woods06

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But I feel numb all the time he died two weeks ago way before that I was still feeling neutral this death hasn’t affected me at all ... it’s just a bump in the road lol