- Dec 5, 2016
I keep having the urge to kill someone. Nobody specific, no plan on how, nothing in any detail. It is almost like the thought of doing it just sits in my mind. I have never been a violent person, and the fact I am having these thoughts is hurting me. I don't think anyone takes me seriously. Whatever has been going on inside my head for the last 7 or 8 years just keeps getting worse. I don't know what is going on, I am losing touch with my own self. I am so so trapped. I can't stop crying.