- Dec 4, 2019
I’ve written about avolition on here before but it’s getting worse. I’m at the point where I do NOTHING all day including not eating unless it’s something that requires no cooking or preparation. I’m down to showering every 5 days because my self-neglect is out of control. It’s almost as if I’ve become paranoid to take action on anything because I’m so fearful of doing something that could land me back in the hospital. I’m so scarred from my last hospital stay that I would rather live as small as possible than take action. I used to love to cook and now I hate it. My husband is starving. I feel like the worst wife. But it doesn’t change anything. It’s like I accept the shame. This can’t be okay. Do other people have avolition this bad?