- Apr 20, 2019
I have a big exam coming up in june that needs lots of preperation. And I have not prepared enough. My problem is that I obsess over details thus I fail to make progress in revision. I am so miticulous about the information in the lesson and am terrified to get it in the wrong way. I start panicking when I revise one thought follows the other, first it's I should've revised this way earlier then it's I think I'm stupid I have the reccurent thought that I'm stupid probably about a thousand times a day wether it's in class or at the grocery store eventually I fall down the rabbit hole and start thinking there's no way I'm going to make it in life. I am angry and frustrated. A small part of me thinks I can succeed and still remembers my previous academic succesesses. But the most part thinks it's already too late. I need to keep pushing to keep going but I'm afraid I'll break.