- Nov 3, 2020
You need to take your diazepam daily at the moment, to get you through this hellish feeling. 64 is still young, don’t she yourself. I’d take the diazepam when the feeling is intolerable. I’m hopefully that you’ll feel better. XWell I'm glad you're feeling better.
Last night my wife admitted we have made a catastrophic error. I can't begin to tell you how bad it is in terms of the financial cost because you probably wouldn't believe anybody could be so imprudent with so much money.
The mental breakdown I'm suffering is so deep that I'm half hoping something dramatic will happen to give me a route out of the horror. It has messed up my brain so much I doubt I'll ever recover especially as the situation is set to become far far worse before it gets better. Everything about the new build is wrong, there isn't anything positive I can say about it. We have thrown away comfort, security and financial security, which is why I fear for the worst. I actually can't believe I will make it without suffering a major event such as a stroke or heart attack or dementia. I'm 64 and an ageing body can only take so much. The physical stress of moving will be immense as well so I'm expecting to injure a major muscle group lifting or pulling something. I really do feel I'm heading for disaster.