im happy to hear you are well but Im really sorry to hear about your wife. it saddens me. I hope she can hold on. I feel for her
im waiting out the vaccine. Im not calm inside regarding the pfizer vaccine, too much turmoil regarding the vaccine from both sides, doesnt help pull me to take the vaccine. in fact I pull back from both sides and then analyze when im stressed. no one can affect me when im closed off. the pfizer ceo bourla has said himself he hasnt taken the vaccine . it says a lot.
theres no reasoning with antvaxxers. they are extreme. I do believe in vaccines. n1h1 was a messup and Anthrax vaccine was also a messup. the last year I have seen so much manipulation, greed and evil, that Im looking out only for me. as of now, I see no benefit to taking the pfizer. if moderna came here, i would consider it very seriously.
the fake saline celebrity/politicains in front of the camera pr project does nothing for me to trust them. you cant sue should one get sick. the mRNA has never had approval and after 9 coronaviruses, not a single vaccine has been out. im happy people are getting innoculated. that also helps slow the increase.
I send good vibes that your wife gets the vaccine and she can heal her foot asap. I hate how govt's around the world give no information, bad information. it doesnt help them to connect with the citizens. especially thats needed the last year.
even though I bodybuild (only outdoors atm-6 months gyms are closed) im with asthma, and a collapsed lung from a summer 2019 motorcycle accident with tons of broken ribs and left collarbone so I really need to think twice. and not much real world info is out for long term. only internal tests and simply they are worth little . im not on either side. im saying, I have no trust for anyone. this year has opened my eyes. I have so much anger and hate in everyone. the vaccine is the least of my priorities. my (very crappy) dr has sent a letter to head psychologist and police have an apb to pick me up for suicidal behaviour. I have called many times to hotlines to get over the night. so you see my dr is also on the list of let downs.
no weddings the last year has also gotten me into bad debt. im past depression phase.