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Couldn't go through with it

Lincoln1990

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Called police. And I froze. Couldn't say what happened. I'm so stupid. Im dead.
 
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RustySnowFlake

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I know you don't know me, but
I wanted to check in on you.
I know what that's like to freeze.
To be in that exact position.
I've been there recently.
What's going on?
 
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Lincoln1990

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Raped on Sunday. Called police to report. Couldn't go through with it. Really really anxious. On the verge of a panic attack. Want to talk to Sue. She said for me to call her but I'm scared its a trap. She will go to the police. I'm scared she will judge me. Im useless
 
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RustySnowFlake

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Why would your therapist judge you?
Your taking care of yourself.
Sometimes the hardest things to do are
The right thing to do. I've been with my
Therapist 10 years, Ive never felt judged.
Could you be worried of something
That might not even happen? Most of
What we fear never even happens.
But do you think she will mention
Treatment?
 
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RustySnowFlake

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Your therapist obviously cares about you.
Why would she do something to hurt you?
 
Gajolene

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Awww Lincoln, freezing up is a lot more common than you think. In more ways than one. So sorry this happened to you. Was there any witness' or would it be your word against his if you did try to prosecute him?
I'm so very proud you had the courage to tell us. I kept my rapes secret way too many years. I was too afraid to tell people and blamed myself for freezing and not fighting. You can pm me if you want to talk to me about it. No wonder you've been so devestated. People don't realize just how bad rape is. You TELL Sue about this, she can help you make the right decision about what is best to do about this.
 
Lincoln1990

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I'm sorry. I'm going to bed now. It's early but I need rest. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with talking about it with Sue. I really wish I could call her but that time is up.

I'm going through hell and I'm trying my hardest not to give into the thoughts.
 
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