- Mar 24, 2010
I think I'm hearing voices, but I'm not sure, because its my own voice, but I don't feel like its my thoughts, and I keep urging myself to do things that aren't normal like punch and smash things. I also keep getting episodes of hyperactivity, but then the slightest thing will bring me crashing back down, for example earlier I was bouncing off the walls cleaning and making dinner, but then when I thought the food had gone wrong I got stuck in a downward spiral of negative thoughts and got really really depressed. Then because I felt like I was over-reacting I felt worse about myself. Now I'm up again even though I should get some sleep as I have to be up early. I also keep seeing things out the corner of my eye, like flashes of things creeping around and I'm getting quite paranoid sometimes. Most of the time I tell myself nothing is there, but sometimes I feel like there is something there that is trying to get me. Could really do with someone to talk to about it, maybe someone who has experienced similar as I'm pretty freaked out by it all.