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pgh1212
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Hey guys, I'm 20 years old and confused as hell with life...
Anyway I'm a sophomore in college and I have tons of friends. I'm in a fraternity and always out with friends whether its just around campus or at parties. Like I said, I'm in a fraternity so I have plenty of social events to go to, but lately I can't stop thinking about my freshman year at school....let me explain
So last year (my freshman year) was without at doubt, the BEST YEAR of my life! I met so many new people, started to live on my own, and basically started to experience life. I lived in the dorms, and still do (my school requires freshman and sophomores to live in the dorms). Anyway out of the people in wing of the building (around 44 people I think), I became awesome friends with ALL of them. I live with 4 guys from my hall last year and I have tons of fun. My room mate was literally the coolest person I have ever met. We were practically best friends from the instant we met. Our personalities are identical and we like the exact same things so we got along amazingly. My room mate last year had to transfer to a different school this year, so its just not the same. I met him last year, and we were practically best friends. I don't even know how to explain it. I've never had such a good friend. Its like you're given everything, but then its gone all of a sudden before you can enjoy it.
I have so many memories from last year that are just so vivid and clear that it almost feels like a video recording. I have never experienced anything in my life like this at all and its almost depressing to go on without being this happy. Last year just seems like nirvana to me because it was so awesome. I literally went from living with 40 something best friends, to knowing like 10 people in my new building this year.
For some reason I feel like I will NEVER EVER be able to top last year. Its depressing to think about the best year of my life and feel like I will never experience anything like it in my life and I'm only 20 years old. I don't really have anyone to talk to about it here at school so I just decided to vent my feelings here and hope that someone would read it.
Anyway I'm a sophomore in college and I have tons of friends. I'm in a fraternity and always out with friends whether its just around campus or at parties. Like I said, I'm in a fraternity so I have plenty of social events to go to, but lately I can't stop thinking about my freshman year at school....let me explain
So last year (my freshman year) was without at doubt, the BEST YEAR of my life! I met so many new people, started to live on my own, and basically started to experience life. I lived in the dorms, and still do (my school requires freshman and sophomores to live in the dorms). Anyway out of the people in wing of the building (around 44 people I think), I became awesome friends with ALL of them. I live with 4 guys from my hall last year and I have tons of fun. My room mate was literally the coolest person I have ever met. We were practically best friends from the instant we met. Our personalities are identical and we like the exact same things so we got along amazingly. My room mate last year had to transfer to a different school this year, so its just not the same. I met him last year, and we were practically best friends. I don't even know how to explain it. I've never had such a good friend. Its like you're given everything, but then its gone all of a sudden before you can enjoy it.
I have so many memories from last year that are just so vivid and clear that it almost feels like a video recording. I have never experienced anything in my life like this at all and its almost depressing to go on without being this happy. Last year just seems like nirvana to me because it was so awesome. I literally went from living with 40 something best friends, to knowing like 10 people in my new building this year.
For some reason I feel like I will NEVER EVER be able to top last year. Its depressing to think about the best year of my life and feel like I will never experience anything like it in my life and I'm only 20 years old. I don't really have anyone to talk to about it here at school so I just decided to vent my feelings here and hope that someone would read it.