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Contemplating suicide

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I am tired of living like this. I really believe I have a camera or microphone injected in me and I’m tired of living everyday thinking someone is going to come kill me. I’m tired.
 
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savavdpeas

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Please call 911.
 
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Please get on some medication. It helped me and I still believe that it is supernatural forces, but they will respect the medication. Do whatever you have to do to get your peace back.
 
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Could you call your CMHT crisis number or go to A&E for help? Or call NHS out of hours and arrange to be seen tonight?

I really hope you feel better and get through what you're experiencing just now, you don't deserve to feel like this.
 
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Please get on some medication. It helped me and I still believe that it is supernatural forces, but they will respect the medication. Do whatever you have to do to get your peace back.
I am on medication, olanzapine. It’s no change. I still feel people are out to get me. I fear for me and my children’s lives.
 
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I am on medication, olanzapine. It’s no change. I still feel people are out to get me. I fear for me and my children’s lives.
They might be able to change your medication, there are lots of other options to try including clozipine etc. Don't give up hope.
 
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I am on medication, olanzapine. It’s no change. I still feel people are out to get me. I fear for me and my children’s lives.
How much Olanzapine are you on?
 
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I am on medication, olanzapine. It’s no change. I still feel people are out to get me. I fear for me and my children’s lives.
Try paliperidone or an injection of invega sustenna. Sometimes a different medication will yield a better result.
 
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Tvgirl

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I’ve try invega
Try paliperidone or an injection of invega sustenna. Sometimes a different medication will yield a better result.
I’ve tried invega and I completely lost my mind when I was on that so I can’t take that.
 
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savavdpeas

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If you ever want to talk, I'm here. I had similar problems. I felt like everyone knew who I am and that they were plotting against me. I did not have a belief about a microphone or camera being inside of me, but I did believe everyone was out to get me. I've had a diagnosis of Paranoid Schizophrenia since 2015. Before that, I had Disorganized Schizophrenia for eight years.
 
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Tvgirl

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If you ever want to talk, I'm here. I had similar problems. I felt like everyone knew who I am and that they were plotting against me. I did not have a belief about a microphone or camera being inside of me, but I did believe everyone was out to get me. I've had a diagnosis of Paranoid Schizophrenia since 2015. Before that, I had Disorganized Schizophrenia for eight years.
Does it ever go away? Did you ever hear people talking about you?
 
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savavdpeas

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It went away for the most part. I still get paranoid every now and then, but the severity is not even close to what it was. I thought I would hear people talking about me and laughing at me, but that was part of my illness.
 
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Ok what
It went away for the most part. I still get paranoid every now and then, but the severity is not even close to what it was. I thought I would hear people talking about me and laughing at me, but that was part of my illness.
Ok what was the reason you thought people were out to get you? Why were they out to get you?
 
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