Constantly going out, good or bad?

[mr_c]

Hi all, hope everyone is enjoying the fine weather


Right heres my issue, its a strange one im in a place at the moment where i cannot be on my own, ive always been quite happy with my own company but over these past couple of weeks, i just keep constantly going out because when im surrounded by other people, i tend not to think about my problems. I know its sounds good but when i do get stuck on my own i get so low and the depression gets so much that i get very suicidal, a prime example is the other night i was in such a bad place and if it wasnt for one very kind forum member i doubt whether i would still be here.

Any ideas?

xx

 

[starfish]

mr-c

hello,and keep posting.

 

[DELATEXT]

Hi, loneliness is really awful and in the past I really suffered because of it, luckily now I have a wonderful woman who loves me and great genuine friends, I hope you can find likewise ??
was out today for a walk in the sun and really enjoyed it !!
I hope you can find good company .

 

[Adi01]

Lonliness is awful, silence is very loud and plays tricks with your mind. i find it gets louder with boredem so anybody who has a partner and friends i am very jealous. Having said that after a couple of hours of company i often want to withdraw to the safety of my own self,where i can shut the door and retrieve to my own safety. t think this is down to the lack of exposure to alot of people in social situations such it has been the case for a few years now. Call it a lack of practise!!

 

[mr_c]

Hi, loneliness is really awful and in the past I really suffered because of it, luckily now I have a wonderful woman who loves me and great genuine friends, I hope you can find likewise ??

I had it too but i lost it through this horrible illness, its hard to imagine my life without her. Glad you have someone DELATEXT its the best feeling in the world.

I think all this going out is just a better way of me trying not to deal with my feelings but im scared to because when i sit down and think the pain becomes too much.