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close to what?
 
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Big hugs for you.
I'm sorry that you're at this point.
Have to admit I feel like a bag of crap today too, so not quite up to my usual standard in terms of giving advice - but am still here caring very deeply about what happens to my forum friend.

I almost want to tell myself to shut up for suggesting it, but have you got anything you can distract yourself with?

Also, has something in particular pushed you to this point?
Is it not working that's given you the time to get into a bit of a negative spiral, or are you dreading going back?

You don't have to talk if you don't want to. I'm just trying to see if there's anything going on that we can do something about. x
 
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Please take care my baby bee, I'd be very sad if you left us. :cry:

Anything you want to talk about or share?

Big soppy berry hugs for my bumble bee :hug5:
 

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Big hugs for you.
I'm sorry that you're at this point.
Have to admit I feel like a bag of crap today too, so not quite up to my usual standard in terms of giving advice - but am still here caring very deeply about what happens to my forum friend.

I almost want to tell myself to shut up for suggesting it, but have you got anything you can distract yourself with?

Also, has something in particular pushed you to this point?
Is it not working that's given you the time to get into a bit of a negative spiral, or are you dreading going back?

You don't have to talk if you don't want to. I'm just trying to see if there's anything going on that we can do something about. x
Sorry you feel so crap SS :hug1:

It's just everything. I've gone past what I was looking forward to which ended up with me in floods of tears telling people who I work with how much I don't like my work and how much I hate my life.

No matter what I do the thoughts come back. A few other things have triggered it.

The only thing that stopped me last night/ this morning was the fact that my friend was in the same room as me.....
 
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You would be so missed Marliee. :hug: xxx
Sending you super-massive cyber hugs.
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Much love. Xxxx
 
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No, but if you can sleep then i've found it's the best way to distract myself and take off from reality.
People say it's like death but without the commitment.

So are you on your own now then? Am just wondering 'cause you said it was having your friend there that stopped you earlier. x
 

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Yes, I'm back at my flat and no, I can't go and be with anyone :(

I know of a way that I can sleep for many hours.....
 
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what? i hope you dont od on anything. cant you take something to help you sleep or relax?
 

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Sin.

How can you be so bad, when your smile looks so sweet.
Every time you smile, I can't feel my feet.
My stomach gets butterflies, my cheeks go cherry red,
And every single word you say, gets stuck within my head.

But through all of this sugar, your toxicity is close.
I know I should stay away, but I want to ******.
I want to feel your skin, pressed against mine.
I want to be beside you, as our fingers intertwine.

I want to taste your drug, I want to feel that high.
I want to be floating, higher than the sky.
You're making my mind go crazy, your smile is luring me in,
But please forgive me father, because I think I'm about to sin.

-Michelle Ford.
 
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That brilliant poem distracted me from your plight although it also conveyed exactly how you are feeling MB!

Not sure which "sin" you intend to commit....but just DON'T ok.

Dig deep and find some resistance. You've been here before and you know it's going to pass.
We can do very little to stop you...you know that...you spend enough time protecting others.
Access your own advice and digest it.....but above all else resist!

x
 

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I guess you are right, that you all can do very little to stop me, might make things easier
 

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