hi
because i feel like im going mad. my hormones are getting more and more unbalanced and i have no gp to fix it. its like i totally lose the plot. im out of the control screaming smashing things up feeling like my heads going to exploed and no1 gives a shit. im just going to get worse if i dont get treated but cornish gp's are bent and cant be bothered to help as pmdd is hard to treat. theres no help, mental health teams are pointless, gp get paid thousand to sit on there arse doing nothing. ive had pmdd 4 15 yrs , i repeatedly went back with same symptoms but they said i had health anxiety!!! 15 yrs l8a they find there is a propblem and they dump me, great!!!
im scared of being on my own for 2 reasons, 1st i get well out of control and have come near death several times and secondly im just going more and more mad in silence but who gives a shit huh lmao