- Jun 3, 2020
- Taker's Tights
I have such an awful time with handling changes, and I am currently going through two huge life changes. Beginning next Monday, I will be starting a new job, and in the middle of September my husband and I will be moving into our new house. I want to be excited for these things, but truthfully I am terrified. I worry of the worst happening - my job not working out, and things going horribly wrong with the house (it needs a lot of TLC). Thinking about these things should spark happiness in me, but instead it triggers my anxiety. I wish I could share the good feelings my husband has over all of this - it makes me feel awful having such negative thoughts when he is so positive...