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mynameisbee123
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Hey, i want to share my story. I really can't keep this to myself anymore.
I'm an 18 y.o girl. I'm being a bulimic since was 14, when I suddenly wanted to go on a diet. It all started when i'm turning into a teenager, where I could no longer eat everything I wanted and still became skinny. I started to gain weight, and I really don't like it. So one time i purged what i had eaten, and it worked. At my first few months of becoming a bulimic, i purged maybe only once a day, or maybe 5 times a week. But as time goes by, i got used to it, and I actually purged up all the food right after I ate. I usually spent 1-2 hours binging, and purged up after that. I repeated regularly every day. Until one day, my body also got used to it, it became an automatic reaction It only takes about 10 minutes to take out all my food. At the beginning, nothing happens, until then i started feeling weak, became anemic, sometimes fainted. And I keep this secret from everyone, no one knows. Then, my teeth had problems, these teeth began to erode, and my dentist began to question why this could happen, because the erosion was massive. All of my teeth seemed to have been scraped, and there was caries in almost all of them. My parents spent nearly 1000 dollars fixing my teeth. I really feel guilty. And I don't want my teeth to get even more damaged.
Please, does anyone have any suggestions? How to stop all of this?
I'm an 18 y.o girl. I'm being a bulimic since was 14, when I suddenly wanted to go on a diet. It all started when i'm turning into a teenager, where I could no longer eat everything I wanted and still became skinny. I started to gain weight, and I really don't like it. So one time i purged what i had eaten, and it worked. At my first few months of becoming a bulimic, i purged maybe only once a day, or maybe 5 times a week. But as time goes by, i got used to it, and I actually purged up all the food right after I ate. I usually spent 1-2 hours binging, and purged up after that. I repeated regularly every day. Until one day, my body also got used to it, it became an automatic reaction It only takes about 10 minutes to take out all my food. At the beginning, nothing happens, until then i started feeling weak, became anemic, sometimes fainted. And I keep this secret from everyone, no one knows. Then, my teeth had problems, these teeth began to erode, and my dentist began to question why this could happen, because the erosion was massive. All of my teeth seemed to have been scraped, and there was caries in almost all of them. My parents spent nearly 1000 dollars fixing my teeth. I really feel guilty. And I don't want my teeth to get even more damaged.
Please, does anyone have any suggestions? How to stop all of this?
