- Nov 9, 2019
- United Kingdom
I've been at uni 4 weeks or so and I've already missed handing in nearly all of the assignments I have been given. It takes me several hours to even do a single question and then I just give up. Part of me thinks uni isn't for me and I'm done with it but I just don't have any energy in me and maybe if I got it back I'd be able to cope. But I've just been really depressed and unable to do much at all. I've struggled with depression for years already and I've never had the strength to do anything about it, I've seriously thought about ending my life just to stop the suffering. I can never commit to anything to better myself or just any task in general. I also get panic attacks and bad anxiety. I don't know what I can do any more. I don't even know how to explain fully what is wrong with me... there's so much that I'm not even mentioning here.