- Mar 26, 2011
- Los Angeles
I'm 20, I'm a cutter, I have been since I was about 12. I go through spurts where its fine and then I fall back into the self destructive mode. I don't know how or if I can end this vicious cycle. I'm not doing it to die, I don't want to die. I just don't want to deal with life anymore. Most of the time I end up doing it as a punishment for myself for things I do, things that are small mess ups, to extreme lies.