- May 11, 2015
For some reason today i have felt like I haven't been able to cope. I got a new job, and my first day was today. It's a part time job in telesales which I am taking before i get back to University. However ever since I left I have felt on the verge of crying, dissapointed, frustrated,and very anxious. I think it's a combination of not hitting my target for the day, extreme anxiousness about whether i will ever measure up, and nervousness about having to be a pushy seller. Sorry for posting, but i just cannot seem to settle and have felt worse as the day/night has gone on. I have a history of self harm and it has been difficult not to, as often I have self harmed when i couldn't cope with the feelings i was experiencing and used that as an avenue. Sorry if this post has broken any rules.