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Cancer with no support :(

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hobbs

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Perth Western Australia
In August 2008 i was diagnosed with diffuse large b cell lymphoma. I had a 66mm X 46 mm tumour in my lung and some in my tummy. I had 6 X chemo and no help had to go shopping and cook ect by myself. No one to look after me when im sick. Or talk too other than the samaritains, that are now constanly engaged, i think im on their s*^t list and my number blocked as i know they do this.
After the chemo the cancer in my tummy has gone and the tumor in my lung has srunk down to partial traces. And i start radiation thearapy in 9-4-2009 some 3 months after chemo :| i got to have 25 treatments of radio thearapy.
 
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hobbs

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Joined
Jul 5, 2008
Messages
5
Location
Perth Western Australia
In August 2008 i was diagnosed with diffuse large b cell lymphoma. I had a 66mm X 46 mm tumour in my lung and some in my tummy. I had 6 X chemo and no help had to go shopping and cook ect by myself. No one to look after me when im sick. Or talk too other than the samaritains, that are now constanly engaged, i think im on their s*^t list and my number blocked as i know they do this.
After the chemo the cancer in my tummy has gone and the tumor in my lung has srunk down to partial traces. And i start radiation thearapy in 9-4-2009 some 3 months after chemo :| i got to have 25 treatments of radio thearapy. And maybe it will go , but i have a relationship of pityriasis versicolor, pityriasis foliculitus and my cancer i have 16-75 months not the 80-90% cured. I am having a lot of trouble geting this recognised and all the web sites that have this link are blocked by medical journal mebership, shakes my fist.
I am not a liked person in the world I have had a hard life, i was kicked out of home at 13 first sleept in a park at 14. Went through all sorts of child abuse from baby up, i know baby cos dr after colonoscopy discovered abuse in my but cos medical blah and had to report it. i have no freinds no family other than my 2 brothers one as bad as me the other trying to hang onto his family ie wife kids, good for him. No one in my family care about me, they all know i have cancer and not any contact at all.
You would think that being on your death bed that dr gp nurses hospital would treat u humaine, but with my bad reputation with menatl health cops even thou i have no criminal records they treat me like s^%t. i have been through all sorts of hell in mental health more than i can say in one sitting, i have been asulted by male nurses drs for giving counter comments to female nurses who insult me and threatened if i defend my self it would be a 14 year jail term for assulting a public officer. I have no one to talk to at all, the phycratric emergency team say ring the samaritans, they often hang up on me cos they cant handle my story i suppose. Now if i ring them i allways get the engaged signal if i ring a guy i go kung fu with on my mobile phone and get him to try he get through no probs but i am always blocked.
When i do go hospital i cant take the mental abuse anymore ie synical sarcasium, insults, degrading comments, ridicule. And if i give a counter comment i am threatened by nurses that they would get hospital security i keep talking like that.
I have had enough. i now bounce the ball in my head , how am i going to die? i refuse to die in a hospital arround these people being dehumanised. i cant even go to a gp i am seeking legal advise to sue them for ngelegence , another long story. So now here i am with cancer no gp, no freinds, no lover, only my 2 brothers that i rarely see. i sit in silence 24 hours a day, i dont know how much longer i can take it, i keep thinking im not going to die of a termianl illness in a hospital after what drs nurses keep doing to me. I have no one. i am 41 and never had a relationship :( i just want to cut my brain out to stop everything and just dream. i dont know what to do
 
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Dollit

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That's quite a story - if you have cancer isn't there any support from specialist nurses?
 
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