- Nov 19, 2009
- in a waking dream
hi im new.. was diagnosed with paraniod schizophrenia last year after spending time in hospital was given respiridone to tackle my haluccinations and auditory voices i belived there was a conspiracy out to get me my house was bugged and i was being broacasted all over my neighbourhood the tv my stereo and mp3 were sending me messages as well as car lisence plates i felt so unsafe i even started to belive that demonds were possesing poeple to find me and kill my son who is 10 years old he also has autism i started carring a knife around to protect him untill these voices told me that my neighboor was working with my friend against me they told me to kill her i was so desperate i started self harming thats when my family realised i needed help i was sent to hospital and my son was told i was staying at my nans house to look after her for a while so family took care of him it was a very difficult time i have only just began to realise how serious it all was resperidone did workit supressed all my emotions i was zoned out on it, also it stopped my periods for a year and so much weight gain am now on seroquel (quetiapine) have been steady for 3 months but am now experiencing paraniod thoughts people talking about me knowing personal information following me i even think that demonds are trying to contact me through my sleep as i am having very disturbing nightmares suddenly can you become imune to this drug? i fear i may be relapsing i havent spoken to my careworker about this what should i do i feel depressed and aggitated especially wen outside my son reqiures alot of looking after am worried my meds have stopped working is this possible as i was going steady for 3 months havent left the house much during that time period as i get anxois but was feling alot calmer at home but not at present. anyone had this happen is it my meds can they stop working? sorry this is so long tried to be brief... any one had this happen..