- Feb 26, 2020
hi, my first ever post here so sorry if I mess something up in advance, but I’ve always had a question that can’t really be answered by just a google search. I know it’s bad forum but I occasionally go off my meds for a little bit (forget to refill a prescription, laziness such and such) and after a few days to a week I can start to feel my thoughts change.I never let it get to far before I go back on my meds but It’s kinda like a different version of me is waking up so to speak. Always just called him the crazy me. But it’s like whole world gets altered a bit. The way I view things, my crazy thoughts racing all over the place and I’ll have Inter-dialogue convos between crazy me and my normal thoughts (usually arguing and doing or not doing stupid stuff.) but I suffer from depression really bad, it’s almost constant to a certain extent. So I thought maybe it’s just that it’s easy to see/feel the hypomania start to kick in. Was just curious if anyone has ever felt like it’s almost like there’s another (crazy) version just living inside of you.