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Can someone tell me what I'm feeling?

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Orangling

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(I'm sorry for really poor grammar.) Right now, my internet router is down and all I have is my data left and that's about to run out soon too.

All day I've been having thoughts of very seriously harming myself and myself and my baby brother. I'm imagining images of how I'll end it for myself and brother, I'm hearing "people" say what to do and how I really want to do it.
But I don't want to die or neither do i want harm baby brother, and I think I'm going insane, and I want everything to stop but idk what to do. It's making me want to. harm myself and I promised my boyfriend I wouldn't.
 
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daffy

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Are you getting any professional help for these thoughts your having. I really think its important that you talk them thru with someone who understands this problem.

Can i also ask is this something new or has it been going on for a while
 
calypso

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:welcome: to the forum. Try hard to remember that these are just thoughts and not in control of you. You can just sit with them and not let them dominate all your thinking. I agree with daffy, have you been to get professional help with this? You need to see a doctor.
 
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