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Can I rant can I swear pls

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My obsessive mind is set on my gp doctor now. My mind tells me I like him. But I don't and I do in the same time. And what I like about him is not clear at all to me. What's wrong with me?
Damn I afraid I'm going to do a stupid s*it and tell him I like him lol.

Hope this will pass soon as it passed with some other guys in several hours or less.

And I'm sure he sees me in different way than I see him. Ugly, stupid, crazy, dirty etc. I must be hating him in the same time.

Why the hell he's on my mind, get out please. I don't want this.
 
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I am sorry you are struggling with this. I can understand it may be an intrusive thought but even if you were to have a crush on your doctor it is harmless. I know it is not a nice feeling. You are not ugly, stupid, crazy or dirty.
 
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I am sorry you are struggling with this. I can understand it may be an intrusive thought but even if you were to have a crush on your doctor it is harmless. I know it is not a nice feeling. You are not ugly, stupid, crazy or dirty.
Thanks dear
Now I feel I hate him lol omg
 
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So it seems the feeling has passed. I hope that makes you feel a bit better.
 
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