- Mar 13, 2018
All i officially know that i have is severe social anxiety but i suspect i have more issues going on too. Anyways when i am at my lowest my appearance completely changes for the worst. I know when ppl are down and stuff they obviously look a bit more stressed out... etc but my appearance changes VERY drastically. I look like i aged about 20 years and then when i start feeling better i start looking good again. I never took hard drugs but if you've ever seen them before and after photos of like meth users. Before they take the meth they look young and healthy and then after it they look completely different? Thats how much i change and i don't even take drugs. This is really bothering me as it messes up my self esteem big time and i don't leave my house when i'm low because i don't want anyone seeing me looking like that. I've been searching for the answer for years and i can't figure out why this happens still.