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mrsclue
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Life at the mo is not fab (once again!) for years I've been self harming and suffering bouts of depression. Now its back with a vengance, but is it depression?? I've been aware for the past year or so that its every few months i get a big slump, it feels like somewhere in my brain someone's pressed a self destruct button and no matter how hard I try i cant escape it-well i do but it can take anywhere from a few days to weeks.
I have an appointment with my doc next week but i dont know what to say to him, i really hate the idea of living my life on anti d's because i know i can go months feeling fine.
At the moment I feel i'm living my life through someone elses eyes and I'm scared. Scared that this is gonna be my life forever. Am i always gonna be on anti d's or is there another way out. Is there something other than depression that could be wrong?
Does anyone on here understand how I'm feeling and have any advice on how i could approach my doc would be helpful. I'm really thinking of canceling another appointment with him just because i'm scared of anti d's. I want there to be another dianoses not just-o your depressed.
Thanks for listening and i hope i've explained things well.
I have an appointment with my doc next week but i dont know what to say to him, i really hate the idea of living my life on anti d's because i know i can go months feeling fine.
At the moment I feel i'm living my life through someone elses eyes and I'm scared. Scared that this is gonna be my life forever. Am i always gonna be on anti d's or is there another way out. Is there something other than depression that could be wrong?
Does anyone on here understand how I'm feeling and have any advice on how i could approach my doc would be helpful. I'm really thinking of canceling another appointment with him just because i'm scared of anti d's. I want there to be another dianoses not just-o your depressed.
Thanks for listening and i hope i've explained things well.
