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killswitchon
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My symptoms are predominantly this one sensation and feeling that has literally taken over my every waking moment of every day. It is a feeling that is very real and cannot escape. I visually perceive things to be going faster than what they really are. I visually perceive situations and time to be going by at 1.5 times the regular or normal speed of my past. It wasn't always like this and thats why I am getting so frusterated with it because I have gotten three different diagnoses from three different psychiatrists so I am at a loss for an answer to what its from. I also feel more in my head and I am ALWAYS thinking which is tiring. Doesn't seem to stop. One psych thought it was psychosis. Another thought it had something to do with anxiety and called it derealization. I do not believe that for a second. This has physically changed how I see things and I cannot "will" it back to normal. I do not know what to do but wait. But it is so debilitating in every way. Socially especially. Nobody take for granted their reality because I did and it changed. What I think it is, is that it feels like my brain isnt processing fast enough so it feels like things are going by so much faster. Any comments or insight would be appreciated. Even some advice would be appreciated. Thanks in advance.