Can’t go on. Seeing CPN this morning

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Got to see her this morning as she is really understanding. Made an idiot of myself and started crying saying I couldn’t keep on feeling like this. I feel totally worthlesss. If it was for my family I know I wouldn’t be here. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up.

I can’t even go out socially anymore my anxiety is that bad I’m even being sick before I set out of the door. She says I’m on the maximum I can take for depression and anxiety - duloxitine 120mg mirtazipine 45 mg lorazepam and betablocker. Plus all he diabetic meds. I’ve dicussed the quetiapine that I don’t want to take due to the diabetes and she said they will look into a possible alternative but said most AP will cause weight gain.

Shes thinking that the voluntary work isn’t helping But I’ve only been there a few weeks and don’t want to let them down. But I may look into helping with the groups rather than reception work.

So I’ll just have to wait for the psych referral to come through but don’t know how long that will be.
 
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Sorry to hear that your really struggling at the moment, we are here to help you if you want to vent or cry or laugh X
 
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So sorry to hear this too.

Talk to us, daf.......
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I just broke down and started crying but I don’t have any reason to be depressed . I’m not in debt have a decent house. But I feel as tho a big steel shutter has come down in front of me. My stomach just feel empty. I didn’t tell her about the self harm tho. I don’t know why they want to put me on more antipsychotics when I’m not psychotic just anxious and depressed
 
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I thought you were very bright, inspirational and full of fun lately, daf. Loved hearing about you chatting with your friends on the phone, laughing about life.

What has triggered this hun?
 
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Thank you Lu. I’ve taken some lorazepam and a beta blocker this afternoon so I’m feeling a bit better. The problem comes when they wear off.
 
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Hi Daffy,


I was very sorry to hear this morning, how you were, I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better t though mind you, I have just literally read your other thread.


Im glad that you are feeling a bit better.
 
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