I once experienced something which I believe was my Dad in spirit. I just kind of instantly fell into an unconscience state, then I felt something that felt like a pulling sensation in my heart, then I had the most tranquil feeling ever, like I had died. Then suddenly I snapped out of the trance and lifted my head up and opened my eyes. As I did that I felt something pull from inside my head then leave my body and go out of the nearby window. I felt like I had been re-born and was seeimng things in technicolour for the first time. Then I was overcome by emotion and started crying hard. It felt like my Dad had taken away the stopper in my heart and given me the chance to let go of all my pent up greif. The question is, was it my dead Dad or just a trick of the mind?? Maybe it was a near death experience! I hadn't eaten or slept for days before so it wouldn't be suprizing.lol. I prefere to think it was him and that 1 day when my time comes he will be there to take me to heaven or wherevere it is we end up.
Thanks Apotheosis, Im glad you believe me and Im glad you liked reading about my experience. Im sure a psychiatrist wouldn't believe me though! They would probably say I was in a state of psychosis!! I know different though, so it doesn't matter what they think. The only problem was that afterwards I got paranoid thinking my Dad was overlooking everything I did and it became a bit of a problem/obsession. I started talking to him and explaining my actions to him even though he isn't physically there. Im over it now though, although Im still not sure if he is watching over me. Part of me wants him to be and another part doesn't. Im not sure what Im most comfortable with....him being here in spirit and watching me or him not being here at all. Sods Law I think!