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tomorrow i see the shrink at the hospital, an my anxierty level,s are off the fucking radar, every time i go to that zoo im the same, but this one is bad my guts are like a washing machine on full spin,every time there is a verbal battle with the shitheads . there lack of being human, there smug face,s an looking in book,s for meds,what,s that all about, .? you tell them a drug with an american name an there fucked,i been holed up in the computer room or bedroom so the family dont suffer the nucular fallout.its new med time an i think he stick,s a pin in his book an see,s what turns up,the wife is comming tommorow as she expects the worse, i take no prisoners if people are nobs i may ask to be refered back to my g.p at least they have an excuse for not haveing a clue about mental problems , sorry for the swearing but thats how it get,s me, i carnt up my lorazepam to combat it or i will be in more shit. 


