bricking it

[trainwreck]

tomorrow i see the shrink at the hospital, an my anxierty level,s are off the fucking radar, every time i go to that zoo im the same, but this one is bad my guts are like a washing machine on full spin,every time there is a verbal battle with the shitheads . there lack of being human, there smug face,s an looking in book,s for meds,what,s that all about, .? you tell them a drug with an american name an there fucked,i been holed up in the computer room or bedroom so the family dont suffer the nucular fallout.its new med time an i think he stick,s a pin in his book an see,s what turns up,the wife is comming tommorow as she expects the worse, i take no prisoners if people are nobs i may ask to be refered back to my g.p at least they have an excuse for not haveing a clue about mental problems , sorry for the swearing but thats how it get,s me, i carnt up my lorazepam to combat it or i will be in more shit.

 

[keepsafe]

I've got a meds review with psych tomorrow and I don;t want it either!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr
KS
x:

Sorry I know that doesn't help you - buy I appreciate how you feel
xx

 

[jamesdean]

tomorrow i see the shrink at the hospital, an my anxierty level,s are off the fucking radar, every time i go to that zoo im the same, but this one is bad my guts are like a washing machine on full spin,every time there is a verbal battle with the shitheads . there lack of being human, there smug face,s an looking in book,s for meds,what,s that all about, .? you tell them a drug with an american name an there fucked,i been holed up in the computer room or bedroom so the family dont suffer the nucular fallout.its new med time an i think he stick,s a pin in his book an see,s what turns up,the wife is comming tommorow as she expects the worse, i take no prisoners if people are nobs i may ask to be refered back to my g.p at least they have an excuse for not haveing a clue about mental problems , sorry for the swearing but thats how it get,s me, i carnt up my lorazepam to combat it or i will be in more shit.

They are starting to give some of the patients back into their doctors care, on the letter Irecieved it says failure to turn up for the apoinment automatictly puts you back, quite honestly my doctor listens more but I think its best to be under a team. hope it goes ok JD

 

[saffron]

TW thinking of you. You really do not get on with your current 'shrink' do you hun? any therapy is about being able to communicate your feelings and I believe you do that , it just your shrink is reading from a different book, he will never understand. You need to change your shrink, there must be more than one in your area.. One that you feel is able to listen and understand you.YOu deserve that.
Your wife sounds really supportive you are lucky to have her. She must be a real rock.
S

 

[trainwreck]

no in england you get what your given , they come in two stages , bad an crap .there is a few i should amagine are ok but i have no access to them.we dont pay insurance every year like usa,the nhs is built on taxes we pay so in therory we still pay.but you carnt pick your shrink .an the meds are standard , they dont mix meds say one for depression an one for anxierty, you get one for both , its bad news all round ,i use valerian herb that helps a bit an it is only a bit ,to much though an your guts go a wierd. the wife is ace, but feels lost to help . thanks baby for dropping a post , i will let you no what happens.

 

[saffron]

Ive used valerian to calm horses funny enough.
How are you today?
S

 

[trainwreck]

horse,s bleeding hell , how much do you give them, i take a capsual 400mg i took more as i was misinformed on a web site an had the shit,s for weeks till i twigged it.how do i feel? well not good i had 2mg of lorazepam an it didnt work , i dont see him till 4 oclock. went to bed early as couldnt rest so went out the way, just lay there i have been hear before so i no the score,dont want to be bouncing of the wall when ruth watch,s skateing on ice .

 

[saffron]

the waiting around must be annoying eh
I gave them about 20mls in liquid form in the feed every day and started to see the difference after about 3 days in one particular horse. Did not affect his guts though, thank god, thats a lot of shit to pick up lol.
do you do any relaxation tecnniques to help?
S

 

[trainwreck]

i have two patterdale terriers which i walk, an use on rat hunt,s but the young bitch is in pup,ive been out this morning with the other bitch to popular bird feeding spot , were rats have burrowed under a tree to feed on the free bird food , but the police had a sign up about an insident an the road was closed why i dont no , but came home. plus i have my marine reef aquarium , mind that CAN be stressful looking after it but keeps the brain cell working.the bullterriers on my page are friends , the load of pups on my album were from a bitch i had some time back.well 2 oclock an counting

 

[saffron]

Ilove having my animals around even the tarantula. I also have a snake and two dogs, a lurcher and a jack rusell. Would love to have fish but just have not got the room or the patience for them. I bet your reef looks fab. wonder what happened with the road closing then?
Where else do you walk the dogs?
I am quite fortunate in having lots of farms, woods and open spaces around here, I feel quite spoiled really.
S