I’m sorry this has happened to you. But I’m in the same boat. had a doctor appointment today and she said that because I’ve tried most meds without success, there’s nothing else. If only they could live our life for a week or two. Or even a day.
it’s truly the hardest thing to live with.
I agree I'm just on citalapram and Dr prescribed olanzipine only cos he witnessed a severe panic attack. I would like to see a psychiatrist but am having to talk to gp. It can be frustrating to say the least. Surely they can sort medication for you. Maybe get a second opinion on diagnosis.