- May 8, 2020
I'm really angry internally at my sister, I guess she's just so insensitive about everything and it fucking pisses me off. Last night, I got super drunk with my cousin and siblings last night. And I kept blabbering about many things, and my sister just doesnt know when she should not cross a line. I was joking about hooking up with men. Suddenly my sister, I dont know how it started but we started bringing up the topic of me kissing a girl once. she snitched on me about liking girls, when my cousin asked if i liked a girl I said no, and my sister was like nudging me that "yeah right, you even told me about the summer how you would post a story for the girl' like why the fuck would you do that? snitch on me and the fact that my cousin doesnt know I'm out yet and I'm still not comfortable with myself being out. after everyone went to sleep, I went back to my room and I had a splitting/rage episode. I got really angry at my sister by myself and started crying really about why would she out me like that, I was crying my balls out so I started harming myself again. I just dont fucking understand how can someone be that fucking stupid. two people have fucking outed me and I fucking hate it. Dont I have the right to be mad? Or am I being petty?