
Scared with BPD
Well-known member
Has anyone else out there with BPD racked up a huge amount of debt?
Mine is over £50,000 which was accumulated over a good few years but as an example I would pop out at lunchtime (when I was working) and instead of buying a sandwich came back with a pair of £500 boots which weren't even my size so I couldn't wear them!
My tiny flat is filled with carrier bags of things I have never worn, or could not wear because they were the wrong size but I just needed at that moment to have them!
Feel embarrassment and shame but know in that moment there was nothing in the world that could have stopped me doing it.
Drum roll for the Crazy!
Mine is over £50,000 which was accumulated over a good few years but as an example I would pop out at lunchtime (when I was working) and instead of buying a sandwich came back with a pair of £500 boots which weren't even my size so I couldn't wear them!
My tiny flat is filled with carrier bags of things I have never worn, or could not wear because they were the wrong size but I just needed at that moment to have them!
Feel embarrassment and shame but know in that moment there was nothing in the world that could have stopped me doing it.
Drum roll for the Crazy!