Those of you who have been diagnosed with BPD would you please share your symptoms and behaviour with me. I'm seeing a therapist soon and would like to be familiar with the BPD before I meet her. I have been called 'crazy' and 'retarded' most of my life I also find it difficult to be connected and carry on a meaningful and intelligent conversation after an hour. I get stressed out, nervous and panic that I might say something crazy, wierd, rude or inappropriate. After an hour of meeting I feel I am ready to be alone and be my free self. Does this sound like BPD?