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Jman45
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Hi everyone,
I have been in recovery now since early march. Ive been a runner my whole life but had to stop running as much as I used to. Im going to college to run in the fall so I have been following a training program my college coach has sent me. My parents are forcing me to eat an amount of food that feels so insanely unnecessary to me but they won't let me run unless I eat it. I feel so sick and upset stomach constantly from it. I have thought about stopping eating completely so many times in the past 2 weeks that it scares me. Im scared that when I go to college and no longer have my parents I will relapse and go back to where I was. When I try to explain this to my parents they don't believe me and think that since im in recovery im "cured" and shouldn't feel this way anymore.
I have been in recovery now since early march. Ive been a runner my whole life but had to stop running as much as I used to. Im going to college to run in the fall so I have been following a training program my college coach has sent me. My parents are forcing me to eat an amount of food that feels so insanely unnecessary to me but they won't let me run unless I eat it. I feel so sick and upset stomach constantly from it. I have thought about stopping eating completely so many times in the past 2 weeks that it scares me. Im scared that when I go to college and no longer have my parents I will relapse and go back to where I was. When I try to explain this to my parents they don't believe me and think that since im in recovery im "cured" and shouldn't feel this way anymore.