- Jan 9, 2020
- south europe
i have this horrible trauma inducing problem blushing, most of the time from feelings of shame that are so intense that i almlst always dissociate. sometimes truly unbarable but the worst part is that the blushing gives it away and it intensifies my panic and fear and shame. this happens alott socially and i dread it so much that when i sense i might blush or am.about to blush already panic. i keep from doing so many things over this its a real fear because often the things im ashamed of are discusting and are not who i usualy am . just shady parts..i feel like people know.what im feeling and thinking a coiuple years ago i used fo go on the train and blush every 10 minutes from.random triggers i was so exhausted i didnt even try to stop it at some point. evryone starring at me like i did a crime n i just stood there.