- Mar 23, 2009
Do you think having a personality disorder means you are more likely to be blamed for things if they go wrong?
Omg tell me about it! I got my report back from my inpatient assmessment at simply because I'm intelligent and ask questions, it said "At first, the patient was awkward, difficult, stubborn, and purposefully making things more complicated." All I did was tell them I didn't think I needed to stay there as I was there WILLINGLY and had a right to leave. For that, they sectioned me and LIFTED ME UP and put me in my room! UrghThere trying to diagnose me with one of these at the moment basically because im a pain in the arse and wont do what they tell me to do and im quite open about my dissatisfaction with them and their incompetence in general. I think if you step out of line and become too much of a inconvenience they usually throw you into one of these categorys and i think its because ive been quite non complient and dont trust in there advice or judgement because quite frankly they havent helped... i think ill have to be more careful from now on tone down the swearing try and be abit more civil...i know this might sound paranoid but i even think they might be trying to manipulate situations so i do something stupid because they know how i can get, the other day for example i dropped a swear word and my Dr decided it was directed at her and i was being abusive i said to her it wasn't i was just trying to articulate what i was saying non the less she took offence ran out in hysterics and they sent in a lacky to intimidate me which is essentially implying that im mad and i need to be controlled..then i got pissed off A because i did nothing wrong B because they've created this situation and insulted me and my morality and embarrissed me C because they think im oblivious to this and that im just going to take it its like no sorry mate im in the room i know im a good person and i wasn't being abusive to anyone..i nearly kicked off i was so outraged but i decided not to rise to it and go home
now ive got no prescription or care plan and in danger of going insane yh thanks for the help.