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Blacked out drunk on train :(

TulipIceCream

TulipIceCream

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Found out my fiancee might have cancer and has to get a biopsy done in a month.

😔 I drank two bottles of wine to deal with my feelings. I don't remember leaving for my night class. I came to when I was at my HOME Station!!!!! I was like WTF. Apparently I rode the train in a big circle. Thank God no one attacked me or stole my laptop. ☹ Class had already started so I decided not to go because I would be an hour late. It's better that I didn't make it to class because I would have passed out there and probably been terminated from the program. That actually happened to someone. They have zero tolerance.

Sigh.... I am a failure.... God has protected my dumb self so many times from harm. I feel like I don't deserve his help anymore ☹
 
Coreen

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So sorry to here about your fiance. I'm glad your train ride ended okay. Please be careful. It's so good that you are safe. You're not a failure. The Universe was really looking out for you. You're special and deserve good things. Try to take things one step at a time. I hope everything works out well for you two. (Safe hugs.)
 
Fairy Lucretia

Fairy Lucretia

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really sorry about your fiancée
so many forms of cancer can be treated these days and never recur
my mummy had cancer 5 times and my aunt had cancer a few years ago she is 92 this year
try to focus on that
lots of love Lu xxx
 
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Yip. It has to be AA for you. Your Higher Power is already protecting you and your poor fiance does not need a pissed fiancee.
 
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