- Feb 12, 2020
Your "stable state" or so is be bitter and melanchoholic, sarcastic or is just me. Enjoy arts is only thing that puts me "happy" like, dunno if happy is precise word, peaceful maybe. Last month I've woke up with a burst of energy, and I've felt so powerful, but I dont like that state and puts me scared about if I a bipolar guy... sorry im rambling as ever
80% of time i feel bitter, I see other people that is happy, i cant understand cause I come from a good family
I just want peace.